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Well hello there camera. Did you know i love the flash?
So after my horrendous experience with jail, i have been out and flying high and free. I have never let anything stop me from enjoying my life and having some fun, but making better decisions and being a little bit more careful, instead of letting the night take over, lets see where to begin, the past few nights i have been hanging out with nick jerry and chiristan till late hours doing aimless things such as eating del taco and laughing, which is good because i am staying out of trouble and just enjoy some friends, i get word that it's brittanys birthday and she decided to throw it at proof bar in santa ana, i go with jerry, it was fun there was actually some good music, and once agian more free stuff from camel, i seem to run into them everywhere. I made her some cute bows and decorated the package as a little dress it was pretty cute. See some old faces have a drink and bounce, on the way out i run into a photographer and start having my own little photo-shoot in downtown, i never got his information, so once again more lost pictures floating around on the internet. So me and Jerry decide to head back and on the way i discover RED SPARKS, with an alcohol level of 8% yippie! I end up visiting my ex anythony and micheal for a little bit then i head home, so far so good. So it's saturday and i end up spending time with Ian which is amazing because i haven't seen him is such a long time, we go to the mall and get a few early christmas gifts and enjoy tea samples, hot cider and free hand sanitizer, SWINE! hahaha jk, nothing too exciting other then some bowls and some friends, i decorated the house and got some green which was also very nice. Gotta save myself for sunday, cause that's the real party night......
Oh delicious, cinespace, how you make my weekends complete, so after being lazy and haggard we end up getting the troups together and i realize it's all the wifes again, which is nice. Cinespace and wifes club, watch out. We get there early, and there is a line, we meet up with Bernadette and her boyfriend and some others in line, i have never seen a line before in my life, but at least i was guest-listed by purple melon so i didn't have to pay, i only got one free drink, but it didn't matter i was having a good enough time anyways, A little bit of dancing and some band watching the usual, but what happens next is the best part, i see a cute boy and i decide to spank him as he walks by, trying to be sneaky on my part, little did i know that "he was quicker than that", i get called out by Bernadette, because he is close friends with her and end up talking to this boy all night, something about his blue eyes had me hooked. Joesph a crazy little rich vampire kid trys to have me make out with him but for some reason i felt it wasn't right, you know when you have a connection with someone and you don't want to ruin it for some reason......well i am glad i didn't, modesty while drinking and dancing is what i say. So i cruised around the club, met another band smoked a bowl with them, kingston, and now i am going to the next show due to laughing and taking a few sex on the beach shots with the booking manager, (the shots were weak but whatever) by the end of the night i finally jammed to purple melon and watched Ellie have a blast dancing her heart out, it was pretty great. So i get home with my inbox full of messages from this boy, little did i know he would be coming to see me and completely winning my heart over in the next few days. So ::flash forward:: I spend 24 hours with him and i can't get enough, were so alike it's crazy, from having a disney obsession to ordering the same thing at tacobell, and having a positive and fun outlook on life, something inside me knows he's special, we watched the sunset dip into the ocean, it was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen, and it felt more powerful sharing with with someone so amazing, after spilling every little detail about one anoth
er we knew it had to be something bigger than us, we were ment to meet, He helped me realize what i stand for and where i have come from and reminded me to be the person i am and the person i love, i have never felt more beautiful or unique ever....why can i not stop smiling?....
I love the feeling of young love, i just hope it never goes away.
But that's all for now wondrous readers, other than that go check out the new tiesto!! it's so fucking good!!! so jealous i can't go see him but I'll get that out of my system on new years...haha.
blackout tendencies....forget about the future.
Oh delicious, cinespace, how you make my weekends complete, so after being lazy and haggard we end up getting the troups together and i realize it's all the wifes again, which is nice. Cinespace and wifes club, watch out. We get there early, and there is a line, we meet up with Bernadette and her boyfriend and some others in line, i have never seen a line before in my life, but at least i was guest-listed by purple melon so i didn't have to pay, i only got one free drink, but it didn't matter i was having a good enough time anyways, A little bit of dancing and some band watching the usual, but what happens next is the best part, i see a cute boy and i decide to spank him as he walks by, trying to be sneaky on my part, little did i know that "he was quicker than that", i get called out by Bernadette, because he is close friends with her and end up talking to this boy all night, something about his blue eyes had me hooked. Joesph a crazy little rich vampire kid trys to have me make out with him but for some reason i felt it wasn't right, you know when you have a connection with someone and you don't want to ruin it for some reason......well i am glad i didn't, modesty while drinking and dancing is what i say. So i cruised around the club, met another band smoked a bowl with them, kingston, and now i am going to the next show due to laughing and taking a few sex on the beach shots with the booking manager, (the shots were weak but whatever) by the end of the night i finally jammed to purple melon and watched Ellie have a blast dancing her heart out, it was pretty great. So i get home with my inbox full of messages from this boy, little did i know he would be coming to see me and completely winning my heart over in the next few days. So ::flash forward:: I spend 24 hours with him and i can't get enough, were so alike it's crazy, from having a disney obsession to ordering the same thing at tacobell, and having a positive and fun outlook on life, something inside me knows he's special, we watched the sunset dip into the ocean, it was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen, and it felt more powerful sharing with with someone so amazing, after spilling every little detail about one anoth
er we knew it had to be something bigger than us, we were ment to meet, He helped me realize what i stand for and where i have come from and reminded me to be the person i am and the person i love, i have never felt more beautiful or unique ever....why can i not stop smiling?....
I love the feeling of young love, i just hope it never goes away.
But that's all for now wondrous readers, other than that go check out the new tiesto!! it's so fucking good!!! so jealous i can't go see him but I'll get that out of my system on new years...haha.
blackout tendencies....forget about the future.
